my view of magic things

honestly when i was a kid i didn't believe in anything related to monsters or bad things in general. I used to see the world with a pink color believing in fairies, princess, castles and traditional characters . And i think that was my world until i realized Viejito Pascuero didn't exist. No joking that was something really strange for me... not bad but was something that changed my view of the world and bad and good things and i think that notice wasn't so cruel for me because i was older hahaha i was 9 years old more or less and i think i was the only one among my friends that still believed. But well everybody changed for me... i continued watching kids movies while my friends were watching their first horros movies. They all were talking about the deep scared that they felt when they saw X movie and when they couldn't sleep well because of that, etc. But i was still watching Tarzan and other films with my dad in our favorite couch. But when i was with my friends in a pajama party i saw my first horror movie, and it was HORRIBLE. we were watching the movie in my freinds house where the sounds were everywhere because of the home theatre that we were using to watch the movie. It was really late and we were in a dark room . The movie was "the exorcism of Emily Rose" and it was an amazing story because it had things related to the hell and that's not a topic for me beacuse i have been catholic my whole life and for me God have been present everytime so the hell for me wasn't in my mind as a character. It was there when i started to think about "bad things" and spirits and things like that. Was strange for me because i started to ask everybody about that things and my mom was complicated about it because she knew that i was scared so she used to tell me hey there is a God taking care of you from the heaven so please pray and think about beautiful things like you used to do it. But it wasn't easy. Anyway in that time i started also to imagine spirits and talk about that things with my classmates and friends. But the time passed and that wasn't really important for me. Now that we are talking about monsters and house monsters in this item i realized that i was in a bubble with no bad things and that's wonderful because that's something that i have to be greatful with my family beacuse they made me feel free of scare a lot of time believing only in good things that made me keep the ilussion of magic in our world (: