if i were a singer ...

Since I was a little kid I wanted to be a singer. It was my dream during my whole childhood and I still imagine sometimes my life if I were a singer. Well with my 19 years old there are a lot of singers starting with their careers but I don’t know, I love to do it but I think I couldn’t be one of them, I don’t have enough personality to be a singer , I can’t sing in front of public because I get nervous and that’s really unpleasant. So for me to sing it’s a kind of hobby and I really love to do it when I’m alone or in front of some friends because of the confidence. Besides there are some friends that play the guitar so it’s great when we become a band when we sing and prepare songs to record them. But that’s something that I can do in real life, no more than that, the other things related to be a famous superstar are just in my mind. So let’s start to play… if I were a singer I think it would be amazing because I could travel around the world visiting beautiful places and fancy hotels in which I could enjoy everything that I want! BUT there is something important to mention… I wouldn’t like to be alone singing in a stage, I would like to be in a girlband! With other girls… two more would be great. So I could enjoy everything that I want with them, I think in group things are better, being with friends the moments are unforgettable! So if I were a singer of a girlband I would like to buy a lot of new clothes and a Volkswagen beetle car that I love! And I would like to go to tv shows presenting our new singles and discs everywhere singing with our fans. Also if I were a famous person I would like to influence in a good way in my fans because I think the kind of our music will be to teenagers so they sometimes need help with their “teen troubles” so I could do something through the lyrics to them . But besides these superficial things that I would like to get and do I think if I were a popular singer I would care with people who hasn’t the possibility to get basic things, maybe if I were a singer I would like to help a charity foundation giving part of the money that we should win on concerts and tours. I think that would be things in general that I would do if I were a singer… then I think I would like to grow old with another singer being married with children and I don’t know maybe in a beautiful house with a very quiet life out of paparazzi because I really love the way to live of my family so I would like to have the same but being famous. And well apart of the fancy things I would be a singer only because of my love for the music .

my view of magic things

honestly when i was a kid i didn't believe in anything related to monsters or bad things in general. I used to see the world with a pink color believing in fairies, princess, castles and traditional characters . And i think that was my world until i realized Viejito Pascuero didn't exist. No joking that was something really strange for me... not bad but was something that changed my view of the world and bad and good things and i think that notice wasn't so cruel for me because i was older hahaha i was 9 years old more or less and i think i was the only one among my friends that still believed. But well everybody changed for me... i continued watching kids movies while my friends were watching their first horros movies. They all were talking about the deep scared that they felt when they saw X movie and when they couldn't sleep well because of that, etc. But i was still watching Tarzan and other films with my dad in our favorite couch. But when i was with my friends in a pajama party i saw my first horror movie, and it was HORRIBLE. we were watching the movie in my freinds house where the sounds were everywhere because of the home theatre that we were using to watch the movie. It was really late and we were in a dark room . The movie was "the exorcism of Emily Rose" and it was an amazing story because it had things related to the hell and that's not a topic for me beacuse i have been catholic my whole life and for me God have been present everytime so the hell for me wasn't in my mind as a character. It was there when i started to think about "bad things" and spirits and things like that. Was strange for me because i started to ask everybody about that things and my mom was complicated about it because she knew that i was scared so she used to tell me hey there is a God taking care of you from the heaven so please pray and think about beautiful things like you used to do it. But it wasn't easy. Anyway in that time i started also to imagine spirits and talk about that things with my classmates and friends. But the time passed and that wasn't really important for me. Now that we are talking about monsters and house monsters in this item i realized that i was in a bubble with no bad things and that's wonderful because that's something that i have to be greatful with my family beacuse they made me feel free of scare a lot of time believing only in good things that made me keep the ilussion of magic in our world (:

my class :D

cheating for me has a lot of ways of view... why? well it started in high school. But first in primary i was a really good student, i used to study everyday and get really good califications because of my mom and i don't mean that she was always helping me with my homework or forcing me to study and read everyday like a sargent, no! she is a teacher so she taught me to study alone since i was a little kid, of course when i need help she was there either my dad. But i used to do it alone and i had some techniques also, to study well. But when i started with high school everything changed. I was older and i started to have another kinds of troubles in my mind... i was 14 years old more or less and i fell in love, i satrted to go to parties with my friends, fashion things started to be important for me and so on. Everything changed because i started to "teen things" and studying wasn't the most importante thing ever for me so that happened with all of my friends and classmates too. What happened later? well, as a class, we had to help each other and of course start to cheating... no everytbody but most of us. We were in a very good school but it wasn't a limit to cheat in tests. And that was during 4 years... yeas 4 years cheating with no regrets. Personally i admit that i did it a lot of times but my conscience where really dirty so i stopped to do it and my friends stopped too. But my classmates carried on until the final tests. Nowadays they are studying at university... well... some of them. the onces who used to cheat had to change the way to act in front of tests and start to study because we started to depend of their own knowledges. So when i talk to them they said to me they realized that they where wrong and they wasted a lot of time and knowledge from our teachers and well, they were stealing information from others. Now they know that at university we can't cheat and the comsequences about it are maybe the worst so they don't even try. But now we see the past and we just laugh about it because there weren't more comsequences and we know that we were just kids trying to save ourselves. But also there were ones some of my classmates that lost his way to study so they lost the training and it was really hard to them return to do it and get good and succesful results. And that obvious because we waste time doing another things and we just think that we will be safe with other classmates so it was hard but they wanted to be better and professionals so they had to do something acordding to their regrets. But that was part of my story in high school and now i can't cheat and no because of the comsequences, because of my conscience and i will be a professional and the knowledge that now i'm receiving are tools with which i'll work in some years more so i have to develop my own skills creating by myself whatever that i have to do at university.