if i were a singer ...

Since I was a little kid I wanted to be a singer. It was my dream during my whole childhood and I still imagine sometimes my life if I were a singer. Well with my 19 years old there are a lot of singers starting with their careers but I don’t know, I love to do it but I think I couldn’t be one of them, I don’t have enough personality to be a singer , I can’t sing in front of public because I get nervous and that’s really unpleasant. So for me to sing it’s a kind of hobby and I really love to do it when I’m alone or in front of some friends because of the confidence. Besides there are some friends that play the guitar so it’s great when we become a band when we sing and prepare songs to record them. But that’s something that I can do in real life, no more than that, the other things related to be a famous superstar are just in my mind. So let’s start to play… if I were a singer I think it would be amazing because I could travel around the world visiting beautiful places and fancy hotels in which I could enjoy everything that I want! BUT there is something important to mention… I wouldn’t like to be alone singing in a stage, I would like to be in a girlband! With other girls… two more would be great. So I could enjoy everything that I want with them, I think in group things are better, being with friends the moments are unforgettable! So if I were a singer of a girlband I would like to buy a lot of new clothes and a Volkswagen beetle car that I love! And I would like to go to tv shows presenting our new singles and discs everywhere singing with our fans. Also if I were a famous person I would like to influence in a good way in my fans because I think the kind of our music will be to teenagers so they sometimes need help with their “teen troubles” so I could do something through the lyrics to them . But besides these superficial things that I would like to get and do I think if I were a popular singer I would care with people who hasn’t the possibility to get basic things, maybe if I were a singer I would like to help a charity foundation giving part of the money that we should win on concerts and tours. I think that would be things in general that I would do if I were a singer… then I think I would like to grow old with another singer being married with children and I don’t know maybe in a beautiful house with a very quiet life out of paparazzi because I really love the way to live of my family so I would like to have the same but being famous. And well apart of the fancy things I would be a singer only because of my love for the music .

my view of magic things

honestly when i was a kid i didn't believe in anything related to monsters or bad things in general. I used to see the world with a pink color believing in fairies, princess, castles and traditional characters . And i think that was my world until i realized Viejito Pascuero didn't exist. No joking that was something really strange for me... not bad but was something that changed my view of the world and bad and good things and i think that notice wasn't so cruel for me because i was older hahaha i was 9 years old more or less and i think i was the only one among my friends that still believed. But well everybody changed for me... i continued watching kids movies while my friends were watching their first horros movies. They all were talking about the deep scared that they felt when they saw X movie and when they couldn't sleep well because of that, etc. But i was still watching Tarzan and other films with my dad in our favorite couch. But when i was with my friends in a pajama party i saw my first horror movie, and it was HORRIBLE. we were watching the movie in my freinds house where the sounds were everywhere because of the home theatre that we were using to watch the movie. It was really late and we were in a dark room . The movie was "the exorcism of Emily Rose" and it was an amazing story because it had things related to the hell and that's not a topic for me beacuse i have been catholic my whole life and for me God have been present everytime so the hell for me wasn't in my mind as a character. It was there when i started to think about "bad things" and spirits and things like that. Was strange for me because i started to ask everybody about that things and my mom was complicated about it because she knew that i was scared so she used to tell me hey there is a God taking care of you from the heaven so please pray and think about beautiful things like you used to do it. But it wasn't easy. Anyway in that time i started also to imagine spirits and talk about that things with my classmates and friends. But the time passed and that wasn't really important for me. Now that we are talking about monsters and house monsters in this item i realized that i was in a bubble with no bad things and that's wonderful because that's something that i have to be greatful with my family beacuse they made me feel free of scare a lot of time believing only in good things that made me keep the ilussion of magic in our world (:

my class :D

cheating for me has a lot of ways of view... why? well it started in high school. But first in primary i was a really good student, i used to study everyday and get really good califications because of my mom and i don't mean that she was always helping me with my homework or forcing me to study and read everyday like a sargent, no! she is a teacher so she taught me to study alone since i was a little kid, of course when i need help she was there either my dad. But i used to do it alone and i had some techniques also, to study well. But when i started with high school everything changed. I was older and i started to have another kinds of troubles in my mind... i was 14 years old more or less and i fell in love, i satrted to go to parties with my friends, fashion things started to be important for me and so on. Everything changed because i started to "teen things" and studying wasn't the most importante thing ever for me so that happened with all of my friends and classmates too. What happened later? well, as a class, we had to help each other and of course start to cheating... no everytbody but most of us. We were in a very good school but it wasn't a limit to cheat in tests. And that was during 4 years... yeas 4 years cheating with no regrets. Personally i admit that i did it a lot of times but my conscience where really dirty so i stopped to do it and my friends stopped too. But my classmates carried on until the final tests. Nowadays they are studying at university... well... some of them. the onces who used to cheat had to change the way to act in front of tests and start to study because we started to depend of their own knowledges. So when i talk to them they said to me they realized that they where wrong and they wasted a lot of time and knowledge from our teachers and well, they were stealing information from others. Now they know that at university we can't cheat and the comsequences about it are maybe the worst so they don't even try. But now we see the past and we just laugh about it because there weren't more comsequences and we know that we were just kids trying to save ourselves. But also there were ones some of my classmates that lost his way to study so they lost the training and it was really hard to them return to do it and get good and succesful results. And that obvious because we waste time doing another things and we just think that we will be safe with other classmates so it was hard but they wanted to be better and professionals so they had to do something acordding to their regrets. But that was part of my story in high school and now i can't cheat and no because of the comsequences, because of my conscience and i will be a professional and the knowledge that now i'm receiving are tools with which i'll work in some years more so i have to develop my own skills creating by myself whatever that i have to do at university.

healthy life

sincerelly i'm not a healthy person and that's my fault. Well my parents usually try to force me to eat vegetables and healthyly BUT i'm always trying to avoid them hahaha and i know it's not good but i still do it. Anyway in my house my mom tries to cook vegetables and good food ( i mean with a lot of vitamins and low-calories food ) and it's an habbit to eat vegetables... unless a dish with lettuce hahaha but that's ok i like it. So everyone in my house eat very healthyly ... but me as an exception. I know of course that i have to change this... i'm working with that but i don't know ... for me vegetables and low-calories food are food for birds! really ! i used to eating a lot! and i'm not talking about good food... in fact i used to eating sandwiches everyday unless 3 by day and sodas , and i love eating french fries :D and well ... i'm not fat so i don't care... now :P! anyway i'll change it i swear! ... ok also what i really do not eat are fruits, they are not in my diet and my parents have been trying to force me to eat it my whole life! but i hate it! i don't like its taste and i think i haven't eaten an apple for years! but there are some fruits that i eat in summer for example watermelon or grapes. But not during the year so fruits for me are not really important... well it should be, another point to change in my life . But food it's not everything in our lives... it seems like ! for me haha but it's not. About the excercise well i'm better in this point... not at all but much better than in food. My dad is a very sportman and he usually goes to job riding bycicle having got car and moto ... but he prefers the bycicle because of the traffic and he says that he loves moving his legs hahaha. Also he is always going to climb everywhere alone or... with me! yeah most of the time in summer but it starts in spring, it's so good i really have fun with him because we talk a lot and we enjoy the nature together. But nowadays i'm not doing anything about excercise because i'm not with him... ok well it's not an excuse but for me it is! in San Fernando i've got my bycicle and my partner (: him! and here well Talca is a city unknown for me yet so i can't ride a bike here alone! and i don't have any partner to do excercise so i don't do anything... but anyway i thought this last week so i talked to my dad and we told me that we would go out every weekend in bycicle together again ! last sunday we did it ! but with my best friend too and it was amazing we three laugh all the time and we rode 2 kilometres and we had our tongues out of our mouths hahahhaa and my dad far away from us ! like a bird and with camila like two beautiful elephants hahaha but it was incredible and i think it will repeat it :D

her & him

Paula
impatient, so lady
loving, waiting, supporting
hope, faith, affection, confidence
studying, having fun, loving
patient, so gentle
Paul

sunlight spring

spring, one of my favourites seasons and maybe my favourite part of the year... that's because we passed the first part of the year and in spring we are almost in december and celebrating christmas the beeeeeeeeeest part of the year for me and my family... but i'll talk about christmas in other blog maybe hahaha now i will talk about what is spring for me. First of all spring is the time of light, flowers, green trees and areas, pleasant wind, sunshine and a lot of beautiful things. When september arrives, arrives too the celebrations i mean my friends, almost everybody! has their day, happy birthdays everywhere! and that's amazing because i start to write letters and look for the perfect prizes to them. So i start 4th and it never stop! then we celebrate the independence day so we continue celebrating! and that's only the beggining ! the first parte of the season... then everthing calm down and return to be normal... but the days are longer because of the light of the day and the day are not so cold as before so we try to enjoy every each minute ... or at least, me. October is a really quiet month , i try to make more activities than months before so i feel really alive! and happier tan ever! so i try to ask my dad to ride a bike and go to different but natural places to see green views, something that my dad loves and me too of course, also i try to get dress better with pretty colors and clothes with sunglasses and things like that.When i was younger and i was at school i used to go out with my friends averyday after school to take an ice cream or just walk, i remember that always! because at the end of the year we were like huge cows hahaha yeah we used to eat a lot so we became fat hahaha but we were really careful because of our bodies on summer so we started to go to the gym to be thiner or better to go to the beach without problems, yeah, spring is the moment to try to prepare our phisics to go to the beach or just be wonderful to wear wonderful clothes too and try to keep all the male attention of course hahaha. That days were so great! i mean, my girls were the best! and the moments too so i've got a beautiful remember of that school spring days. Talking about this, that's an important point, spring is before summer and summer is MY FAVORITE SEASON until the temperature drive me crazy , but in spring we prepare mind and phisic to be good on summer. I try to eat less but that a false try because i can't having the grandmother that i have and the mother that i have hahaha yeah they are veeeery good cookers so it's impossible tell the NO with one of their delicious dishes. But i have the privilege of be thin and do not get fat so i'm happy with that and i don't regret then. but i hace another privilege and that is that i'm alive, and i've got my whole body to enjoy everything that nature and life itself brings me, like the light in my face and all my senses discovering one new thing time after time (:

Chile's Bicentenary

This year has been really hard to our country because we started with the biggest earthquake that we have ever heard. The thing is that we had to support to all of our people here helping them with a lot of ways, we made a telethon to collect money to some food, clothes, bed-clothes, mattresses, and money to build new houses to the people that need it. But that shock was awful because we lost a lot of material things and also we were really scared before and after the movement. And that event was one of the most important events, months later we had to support to our football team because of the world cup ! we didn’t win but we enjoyed it very much because we won 2 of 3 games and we really dreamed with that cup, that was great ! Another breaking new that shocked to our people was the accident that 33 miners had in a mine, they have been there waiting for rescue during around 1 month… at first we thought that they were died but they weren’t! they survived with stronger and faith and we were so proud about the strength of our compatriots! But all of this is about our hard year and now in September we have to celebrate our country birthday! We usually meet with our families and enjoy meal with salads or different kind of foods too. But eating is not everything to us of course, we try to go to places called “fondas” they are a kind of place where people goes to eat something or drink something and play typical games. But the wrong part of this date is that many people drives crazy with all of that I mean they drink more than they should do it, or drink more and they get fat and everything turnaround in a bad way. On september 18 accidents are a lot and many people die because of the drink. That’s one of the bad things in this month but by the way we try to enjoy it with family and friends and this bicentenary will not the exception!